Sunday, May 30, 2010

I hate the weekend!

Most people love the  weekend! Look forward to it all week! Count down the days until Friday! I hate it! I dread it! The reason I hate it is because Brian works weekends. Saturday, Sunday, and Monday. And he usually works 12 or more hrs every day. So we only see him for an hr or two in the evening. The weekends are so insanely boring for Noah and I. We rarely do anything fun at all. Mostly because we don't have anyone to do it with. I don't have very many close friends...and especially not in the same town as me. And my friends and family that are near are always  doing things with their family and all that. Because I mean, duh, its the weekend. It sucks major. It's depressing and no fun. And I just wish he could switch to weekday so we could have him here on the weekends like everyone else!

Ok vent over.

Saturday, May 29, 2010

It's summer!!

It's finally summer! Pool fun and shorts and flip flops! I love summer! And I'm really looking forward to to this one! Our trip to New York, moving into the new house, spending lots of time with family and friends! Here's some pics of our already awesome summer!

Monday, May 24, 2010

My Avon Business

Not much going on in the Ferguson home today(I should be doing homework) so I thought I'd talk about my growing Avon business. :)

I started Avon when I was pregnant with Noah. I knew I wanted to be a SAHM so I thought hey every little bit helps. It started out pretty well and I would make a little bit here and there. Then after Noah was born I quit for a little bit because I wasn't making any money and was just too busy with little man. But then I was like, I wear the makeup, LOVE the products and I am going to buy stuff anyway so I might as well just keep on selling it and get the stuff for cheaper.

Well thank you technology! I have been doing really well with it lately. I have my own website - you can visit here . AND I started a facebook fan page which as really been a hit! So click the link and go become a fan! HAHA! The website is awesome cuz I can sell to my friends who don't live in town and they can get the items sent right to them. And I can almost always give them a free shipping code so they don't even have to worry about that either! And I still earn 20% just like if I had sold it to them directly!

I love Avon, and I'm not just saying that cuz I sell it haha! Its really good quality products for an amazing price! Every bit of makeup on my face is Avon and I have shoes, handbags, clothing, perfume, etc all from Avon. There has not been one thing that I have tried from Avon that I haven't liked!

So definately go check out my website and my fb page! I highly recommend Avon to anyone! They have amazing products, amazing sales, and amazing giveaways! :)

Saturday, May 22, 2010

The F word

(Sorry its been freakin forever since I've wrote!!)

So no, I'm not talking about the 4 letter F word. I'm talking about the 7 letter F word. FORGIVE. I have an issue with this. As I get older I tend to hold grudges more and hang on to things that I should. I am not as quick to forgive someone as I used to be. I have a really hard time letting things go.

I've been thinking about this alot lately and I've realized..what kind of example is that to Noah? I can't teach him to forgive others when they do him wrong if I can't even forgive those who have done me wrong. That's a hypocrite if I ever saw one. I need to learn to forgive. Not only for the sake of teaching Noah to forgive, but for myself. It's freedom to forgive someone. It gives you the chance to move forward and move on. I need to do that. I need to forgive everyone who has ever done wrong by me and let it go and move on. I need to do it for myself. Not because that person wants me to forgive them, but because thats what God wants me to do.

So keep me in your prayers as I work on using that big  F word. It's a lot easier said than done. :)

Monday, May 10, 2010

Why do I let every little thing get to me?!?

I wish I was a bad ass! Haha. I'm such a softy. Every little thing that people say to me or things that happens or things that others do gets to me! I dwell on stuff way to much and I don't know why. I really need to work on letting things go and moving forward instead of dwelling on the past! I hate that I do it and I wish I could change it! I wish I had tough skin and nothing ever bothered me.  I really need to pray that God will help me to let go of the things that aren't important and hold tight to the things that are.

Ok vent over.

Saturday, May 8, 2010

Happy Mother's Day!

Tomorrow is Mother's Day. It's my second. But honestly its the first one that I really understand what it is to be a mother. Last year Noah was only 2 weeks old or I was brand new at. This year I've seen him grow right before my eyes. I've seen him hurt. I've seen him sick. I've cried tears for him. I'm laughed with him. I've clapped when he learns something new. I've felt sad, happy, scared, proud, irritated, frustrated, estatic. I've gone through so many emotions this past year as a mother.

There's no way to describe in words the feelings you have as a mother. If your a mother yourself then you know. But if your not a mother, there's no real way for you to know how it is. What its like to love someone more than your own life. What its like to feel their every emotion. What its like to try and guide a tiny little you so that they grow up to be respectable human beings.

It's the greatest thing I"ve ever done. I haven't done many great things in my life. But this trumps all the bad. My husband and I have created this special little human who will change the world! I'm sure of it! He's already changed ours. I know those of you who have children feel the same way!

So to the other mamas, I say to you, good job. I now understand what everyone was talking about when they said "life will never be the same". God bless the mothers.

Ask me anything

Wednesday, May 5, 2010

Wordless Wed :D

This is Me

So I joined this thing called formspring. Its a website where you can asked and  be asked questions. People can choose to have their name posted with the question or ask the question anonymously.Well when it started it was just fun questions like "whats your favorite thing about being a mom?", "what are you in school for?" , etc. Then it turned into not so nice questions like " Do you think you are rude" , "Do you know your clueless" , "Do you think your immature" ..stuff like that.

At first it really bothered me because I wondered if this was how people really thought of me. As a celf-centered immature bitch or something. But then after a chat with my wonderful BBC girls they put it into perspective for me. Someone is really jealous of me. Why I don't know..but they are!

Honestly I don't understand why. I mean yes, I have a wonderful husband and beautiful baby boy. But lots of girls I know do! I try to be nice to everyone and I always base my friendships on how you treat me and how we get along. Not on past situations, not on things I've heard, or anything. So it just kinda caught me off gaurd that someone would think of me this negatively.

But after lots of thought I've decided I don't care who the heck is asking me those silly questions. My life is great and to someone who doesn't have the amazing love and people that I do..they might actually get jealous. Doesn't mean I'm a bitch flaunting it around! I am just happy. And I am just being who I am the way God intended me to be. I'm not going to change for anyone! And if anyone else doesn't like that then screw them! I know who my true friends are and I know who loves me! And that is all that matters! :))

Sunday, May 2, 2010

Our Day ♥

I don't have pics yet but as soon as I do I will post them! But I want to tell you all about our amazing day!

I have to start with the night before because it was special and so much fun! My mom and dad took Noah after the rehersal dinner and let him spend the night with them so we could have some alone time and get some rest. LOL. We didn't get much rest. We went out..of course! haha. We had a few drinks and danced and talked! It was so much fun and it was like I was reconnecting with the guy I fell in love with all over again. It was just so refreshing.

Then the morning of, I woke up..took a quick shower, kissed my groom goodbye till the church, and headed out to get my hair done! I had a few panic moments. I almost got pulled over once! Then it started to rain! Then my sisters were late for the hair appt!! I was freaking out! But I finally relaxed once they arrived and she started on my hair. It took forever but it was beautiful! Mine and my sisters hair was exactly how I wanted it. Gorgeous!

We got to the house and I started getting ready. Every thing seemed sooo rushed! I was getting flustered and frustrated with everyone! I felt like 2 or 3 people were worried about me and how I was doing and everyone else could care less! Haha..I was a bitchy bride! But once we got the dress on and got to the church I was chill again.
We took TONS of pictures! I can't wait to show them off! Then before I knew it , it was time to walk down the isle! I was SOOO nervous! I seriously felt like I would pass out for a minute there right before haha! But then I saw Brian. He looked so handsome and happy! All my nerves just melted away!
The ceremony was beautiful! It was short but it was exactly how I wanted it. Nothing major went wrong and everyone was all smiles! After the ceremony more pictures! haha. Then we went to the reception. It was beautiful as well! The cake was gorgeous! Food was yummy! And I was surrounded by my amazing family and friends!

I never rained during the reception! Rained in all the areas around us but not where we were! It was a perfect day! Everyone was did happen so fast! I can't believe its already over! But it was exactly as I imagined and it felt so awesome to marry my best friend once again! I love him so much and I'm the luckiest girl in the world!!