Oh so sorry!

I'm so sorry I've been neglecting you, my precious blog. Life is a madhouse. I have an almost walking 9 month old, two online classes, a birthday party, and a wedding to plan. Its crazy! Things are going good for us Ferguson's. We are getting excited about all the upcoming festivities coming this spring and summer. We've decided to make a trip to the beach in July. That'll be fun. And of course Noah's first birthday and the wedding. I'm doing well in school. Made a 92 on my first test! Yay me!

Oh, and get this! Noah's become a total mama's boy! He wants me all the time! He will hardly go to anyone else. While it melts my heart, and is so sweet, sometimes it is hard to get things done. Like today we were trying on bridesmaids dresses and I'm trying to find dresses for the girls to try on and all he wants to do is be held by ME. Go figure haha. So yea, that was kind of difficult. But I know I should cherish every second of it cuz soon enough he won't want me to hold him anymore. And that makes me sad. :(

Lots to Tell!

Soo alot has gone on this past week! Brian and I have decided we want to have our real deal wedding ceremony this year! Sooo exciting! Sooo stressful! We are going to do it May 1st. I already have a dress picked out, and colors, and hopefully a place. So now we just got to worry about the little details like invitations, cake, food, etc. I'm really excited. It will be fun. I just wish my fam was a little more into it. My mom seems to care less..even though she was the one who was most upset about us eloping. Oh well.

Oh and the dress I picked out fits perfectly! So I technically don't have to lose weight! I'd still like to shape up some though. And get my arms to look a bit less flabby ahha!

Noah turns one in 3 months and we have to start planning for his birthday party too! We wanna do a Curious George theme. Idk when we are going to do it because Brian only has so many days he can ask off for and we want to save those days for vacation later this year. So we'll see. But I can't believe my little baby will be ONE in 3 short months! Gah! Makes me sad!

Update on the Diet

So I've only been "dieting" for about a week and a half now but so far so good. Hubby let me get some good veggies and I've been snacking on them instead of junk. Plus I'm portioning my meals alot better. And drinking more water. I'm feeling better already and I'm excited to weigh myself Friday and see if I've lost anything. Now I really gotta get motivated to work out more. Last week I only did it twice and I said minimum was gonna be three :( Oh well my excuse is having to go to the ER haha.

Sick and Tired of being Sick and Tired!

So its been a crazy week for me. Tuesday morning I went to the Emergency Room for what I thought was my appendix. Turned out it was an Ovarian Cyst!! So I made an appointment to have my Mirena birth control removed today. When he pulled it out it hurt in the exact spot that I was feeling pain the other night!! So yea, I'm really hoping that damn thing was the source of all my vaginal issues!! My vagina needs a break! haha! More like my uterus. But you get the picture! I'm so sick of feeling like crap and not feel like a normal woman! So I'm really hoping this is the answer. I got some birth control pills to take instead so we don't have to use condoms constantly either! Nice!

Oh plus I may not have to have surgery!! I'm really happy about that. They are gonna watch the cells for a while and see if they go away on their own. I was so relieved. And I trust my dr so I know he wouldn't let me do that unless it was really something not to freak out about.

So yay! Maybe I won't be so sick and tired anymore!

Starting tomorrow

I am going to get serious about losing weight and getting in shape. My friend Angela is dieting and it has inspired me to do the same. I really just wanna lose the baby bulge and get in shape. She turned me on to this cool website.. www.myfitnesspal.com      It will help you track your weight loss. It even has a calorie counter and everything. I love it. So starting tomorrow I'm cutting out the junk food and working out at LEAST 3 times a day. I have to get on the ball. Like as soon as I get up in the morning get myself and Noah ready and head to the gym. Otherwise I won't go. I put a weight loss ticker at the bottom of this blog so you can see my progress. I'm really hoping blogging about it will help. Angela says it does ..so we'll see. :)

Selfish Biotch!

So Brian's been getting good hrs at work and doing really good with his production rate so his paycheck has been above average. And of course these means a little wiggle room for us but I'm beginning to turn into a selfish biotch. I want this and that and I need this and that. I keep talking myself AND him into stuff I think we need. I know its not good of me to do this. We need to be saving our money and we don't NEED every little thing. Its gotten so bad I just ordered babylegs without even asking/telling Brian! Yikes! But I talked myself into it because it was 20% off plus free shipping! Unbeatable! Hope he doesn't get mad!

Take Back Tuesday

This was like the first day home with Noah. Man what a day that was. :)

Mopey Monday

Today we are just moping around the house. Brian took my car to work and its like 20 degrees outside anyway so we aren't going anywhere. I've been cleaning and reading. I'm on Eclipse now which is the third book in the Twilight Saga. Its really good but its long. Today is officially the first day of school. But I am taking an online course and a course on Thursday nights so not much to do today. I really hope the online class works out. It seems like it will be much more convenient than having to drive to campus all the time.