Ok so I'm going to be real honest here, and hopefully I won't be judged for it. It's been on my mind pretty much since I found out I was pregnant and bugs me more and more each day.
I think I'm having another boy. For a number of reasons. This pregnancy is pretty similar to my pregnancy with Noah. Morning sickness hasn't been as bad, but I also have Zofran, which I didn't have with Noah. Headaches have kicked in, just like they did with Noah right around this time, although they also aren't as bad as they were with him.
Another reason I think I'm having a boy, is because honestly, I almost feel like I'm not lucky enough to get one of each. I want one of each SO bad that I feel like I just won't get it. I don't know why I feel this way. I just do. Almost everyone I know who's on their second kiddo is having the opposite of what they had first. And every time I hear someone else announce the gender they are having, and its the opposite, my heart sinks a little. I just feel like there's no way that could be me.
I want a little girl so bad that I feel like I will be disappointed when the ultrasound tech tells me its another boy. And that makes me feel like a bad mommy. I already love my baby so much and will no matter what the gender. But I am just wishing so bad for a girl that I feel like I'm just setting myself up for disappointment.
I do realize I could be completely mistaken and I could be having a girl. But I figure tell myself now that its a boy and MAYBE, just maybe I won't be completely bummed if it is. Anyone felt like this before when pregnant with a second or third, etc? How did it work out for ya? Any input is greatly appreciated..but please no judgmental remarks..I'm being judgmental enough on myself.