Saturday, May 8, 2010
Wednesday, May 5, 2010
This is Me
So I joined this thing called formspring. Its a website where you can asked and be asked questions. People can choose to have their name posted with the question or ask the question anonymously.Well when it started it was just fun questions like "whats your favorite thing about being a mom?", "what are you in school for?" , etc. Then it turned into not so nice questions like " Do you think you are rude" , "Do you know your clueless" , "Do you think your immature" ..stuff like that.
At first it really bothered me because I wondered if this was how people really thought of me. As a celf-centered immature bitch or something. But then after a chat with my wonderful BBC girls they put it into perspective for me. Someone is really jealous of me. Why I don't know..but they are!
Honestly I don't understand why. I mean yes, I have a wonderful husband and beautiful baby boy. But lots of girls I know do! I try to be nice to everyone and I always base my friendships on how you treat me and how we get along. Not on past situations, not on things I've heard, or anything. So it just kinda caught me off gaurd that someone would think of me this negatively.
But after lots of thought I've decided I don't care who the heck is asking me those silly questions. My life is great and to someone who doesn't have the amazing love and people that I do..they might actually get jealous. Doesn't mean I'm a bitch flaunting it around! I am just happy. And I am just being who I am the way God intended me to be. I'm not going to change for anyone! And if anyone else doesn't like that then screw them! I know who my true friends are and I know who loves me! And that is all that matters! :))
At first it really bothered me because I wondered if this was how people really thought of me. As a celf-centered immature bitch or something. But then after a chat with my wonderful BBC girls they put it into perspective for me. Someone is really jealous of me. Why I don't know..but they are!
Honestly I don't understand why. I mean yes, I have a wonderful husband and beautiful baby boy. But lots of girls I know do! I try to be nice to everyone and I always base my friendships on how you treat me and how we get along. Not on past situations, not on things I've heard, or anything. So it just kinda caught me off gaurd that someone would think of me this negatively.
But after lots of thought I've decided I don't care who the heck is asking me those silly questions. My life is great and to someone who doesn't have the amazing love and people that I do..they might actually get jealous. Doesn't mean I'm a bitch flaunting it around! I am just happy. And I am just being who I am the way God intended me to be. I'm not going to change for anyone! And if anyone else doesn't like that then screw them! I know who my true friends are and I know who loves me! And that is all that matters! :))
Tuesday, May 4, 2010
Sunday, May 2, 2010
Our Day ♥
I don't have pics yet but as soon as I do I will post them! But I want to tell you all about our amazing day!
I have to start with the night before because it was special and so much fun! My mom and dad took Noah after the rehersal dinner and let him spend the night with them so we could have some alone time and get some rest. LOL. We didn't get much rest. We went out..of course! haha. We had a few drinks and danced and talked! It was so much fun and it was like I was reconnecting with the guy I fell in love with all over again. It was just so refreshing.
Then the morning of, I woke up..took a quick shower, kissed my groom goodbye till the church, and headed out to get my hair done! I had a few panic moments. I almost got pulled over once! Then it started to rain! Then my sisters were late for the hair appt!! I was freaking out! But I finally relaxed once they arrived and she started on my hair. It took forever but it was beautiful! Mine and my sisters hair was exactly how I wanted it. Gorgeous!
We got to the house and I started getting ready. Every thing seemed sooo rushed! I was getting flustered and frustrated with everyone! I felt like 2 or 3 people were worried about me and how I was doing and everyone else could care less! Haha..I was a bitchy bride! But once we got the dress on and got to the church I was chill again.
We took TONS of pictures! I can't wait to show them off! Then before I knew it , it was time to walk down the isle! I was SOOO nervous! I seriously felt like I would pass out for a minute there right before haha! But then I saw Brian. He looked so handsome and happy! All my nerves just melted away!
The ceremony was beautiful! It was short but it was exactly how I wanted it. Nothing major went wrong and everyone was all smiles! After the ceremony more pictures! haha. Then we went to the reception. It was beautiful as well! The cake was gorgeous! Food was yummy! And I was surrounded by my amazing family and friends!
I never rained during the reception! Rained in all the areas around us but not where we were! It was a perfect day! Everyone was right..it did happen so fast! I can't believe its already over! But it was exactly as I imagined and it felt so awesome to marry my best friend once again! I love him so much and I'm the luckiest girl in the world!!
I have to start with the night before because it was special and so much fun! My mom and dad took Noah after the rehersal dinner and let him spend the night with them so we could have some alone time and get some rest. LOL. We didn't get much rest. We went out..of course! haha. We had a few drinks and danced and talked! It was so much fun and it was like I was reconnecting with the guy I fell in love with all over again. It was just so refreshing.
Then the morning of, I woke up..took a quick shower, kissed my groom goodbye till the church, and headed out to get my hair done! I had a few panic moments. I almost got pulled over once! Then it started to rain! Then my sisters were late for the hair appt!! I was freaking out! But I finally relaxed once they arrived and she started on my hair. It took forever but it was beautiful! Mine and my sisters hair was exactly how I wanted it. Gorgeous!
We got to the house and I started getting ready. Every thing seemed sooo rushed! I was getting flustered and frustrated with everyone! I felt like 2 or 3 people were worried about me and how I was doing and everyone else could care less! Haha..I was a bitchy bride! But once we got the dress on and got to the church I was chill again.
We took TONS of pictures! I can't wait to show them off! Then before I knew it , it was time to walk down the isle! I was SOOO nervous! I seriously felt like I would pass out for a minute there right before haha! But then I saw Brian. He looked so handsome and happy! All my nerves just melted away!
The ceremony was beautiful! It was short but it was exactly how I wanted it. Nothing major went wrong and everyone was all smiles! After the ceremony more pictures! haha. Then we went to the reception. It was beautiful as well! The cake was gorgeous! Food was yummy! And I was surrounded by my amazing family and friends!
I never rained during the reception! Rained in all the areas around us but not where we were! It was a perfect day! Everyone was right..it did happen so fast! I can't believe its already over! But it was exactly as I imagined and it felt so awesome to marry my best friend once again! I love him so much and I'm the luckiest girl in the world!!
Thursday, April 29, 2010
Crazyness!
My life is one big ball of crazy right now! I am getting married AGAIN in two days. My baby boy is now a toddler. His birthday party was amazing. He did awesome and was such an angel during the whole thing. And oh boy did he love his smash cake. And he got tons of awesome presents. OH and to add to the maddness..they accepted our offer on the house!! YAY! So once the wedding is overwith we have that to work on. We won't close on the house until June though. We'll probably move in at the end of July. :) Oh, and one more thing..we are going to New York in the middle of June to visit my grandparents and family up there. So that should be fun. But ugh I am dreading the two day drive. :/
I went and got a massage today. It was lovely. But I have a feeling I might be sore tomorrow. Which is no good. But oh well. Tomorrow will be busy. I have to pick up flowers. Get my nails done. Get Noah all packed. Yes, he will be spending the night away from home for the first time tomorrow night. He's going to my moms. He'll do good though. And we'll get some much needed alone time before the madness begins on Saturday. I can't wait. I'm not going to want to take my dress off. I love it. It fits perfectly and looks great on me! Its just gonna be a great day! I'll be sure to post pics as soon as I can! :)
I went and got a massage today. It was lovely. But I have a feeling I might be sore tomorrow. Which is no good. But oh well. Tomorrow will be busy. I have to pick up flowers. Get my nails done. Get Noah all packed. Yes, he will be spending the night away from home for the first time tomorrow night. He's going to my moms. He'll do good though. And we'll get some much needed alone time before the madness begins on Saturday. I can't wait. I'm not going to want to take my dress off. I love it. It fits perfectly and looks great on me! Its just gonna be a great day! I'll be sure to post pics as soon as I can! :)
Tuesday, April 27, 2010
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