Crazyness!

My life is one big ball of crazy right now! I am getting married AGAIN in two days. My baby boy is now a toddler. His birthday party was amazing. He did awesome and was such an angel during the whole thing. And oh boy did he love his smash cake. And he got tons of awesome presents. OH and to add to the maddness..they accepted our offer on the house!! YAY! So once the wedding is overwith we have that to work on. We won't close on the house until June though. We'll probably move in at the end of July. :) Oh, and one more thing..we are going to New York in the middle of June to visit my grandparents and family up there. So that should be fun. But ugh I am dreading the two day drive. :/

I went and got a massage today. It was lovely. But I have a feeling I might be sore tomorrow. Which is no good. But oh well. Tomorrow will be busy. I have to pick up flowers. Get my nails done. Get Noah all packed. Yes, he will be spending the night away from home for the first time tomorrow night. He's going to my moms. He'll do good though. And we'll get some much needed alone time before the madness begins on Saturday. I can't wait. I'm not going to want to take my dress off. I love it. It fits perfectly and looks great on me! Its just gonna be a great day! I'll be sure to post pics as soon as I can! :)

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Happy Birthday Noah and Happy Earth Day!!

Today is Noah's first birthday! I can't believe it has been a whole year! What an amazing year it has been! I am the luckiest mama in the world to have such a sweet angel. Today we are just hanging out with the birthday boy. Maybe going to the pool or something fun like that. Then tonight we are going out to dinner. Tomorrow is the big birthday party at Sandy Creek! We are expecting 45 people! Its going to be lots of fun!

Here's a youtube video of Noah's First Year. Its a slideshow I made!

Today is also Earth Day! What are you doing to help the beautiful earth we live on? You all know we cloth diaper but I am also going to start recycling and doing whatever we can to help this earth. If you do cloth diaper..alot of the cloth diapering stores are offering discounts and giveaways today so check those out!

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5 and 14

5 days till Noah turns one..and 14 days till I marry my man again! I'm a big stressbag but I am also getting super excited. They are both going to be so fun and I will finally be able to enjoy time with my family and friends.

After all that I'm def taking some down time. I'm so over running around doing a million things at once. I'm taking a break from the playgroup for a while too. Half the moms drive me nuts anyway haha. I'm mean most are nice..but a few make me crazy. And I'm not getting into anything new for a while. I need some just nothing to do days lol.

Damn teeth!

Noah's teething soooo bad! We are all going bonkers! And I think he might be getting an ear infection from it. :( Hopefully we can get him to the dr tomorrow and get him on some meds if he does have one. Cuz he has his one year pictures Thursday and I want him to be happy for them!

Mommy friendships

I've learned something since becoming a mom. The friendships you have with people are extremely different than before. When I had Noah my friends came to visit and ooohed and ahhhed over him in the hospital. And then some of them I haven't seen since. Its sad.

But then you go on and you meet new people...other moms. And while they have so much in common with you, its super hard to get close to other moms. Its usually either one of two things. One, as a family woman and mom your life can be quite hectic. And family comes first. So unless you have nothing else going on, you can't just go hang out with your friends whenever you wanna. Two, you can't get close because you share different parenting styles than the other moms. And even though you don't agree with how they do things, you can't really say anything. So instead you have this friendly, yet not close relationship, where you talk when you see each other and are always nice..but it will never get past that.

It really sucks sometimes. I miss that close friendship I used to have with some of my past friends. I don't really have anyone that I can TRULY just call up and vent to or chit chat with. It takes a toll on me sometimes..cuz I am such a social person. But its all just part of being a mom..and even though it sucks sometimes..seeing my sweet boys face light up when he sees me makes it all worth it. :)

Thirsty Thursday...

I WISH!!!! HA ..only in my dreams lol! Its been an insane day. My mind is a blob and I can't think straight to save my life. We went and looked at the house..too much work to be done to it. So once again back at square one.

Still wedding planning and still birthday planning! Noah's cake is gonna be freakin awesome! It better be cuz its $50 bucks! His one year pics are next week and he's still not standing boo!

Noah got his haircut this week too! Here's a picture!

Good Friday!

Its a beautiful Good Friday! Noah and I are heading to my parents for the Easter weekend. It will be nice to have a little getaway and see family.

Brian has not given up on the house idea. He found someone to pre-qualify us. For more than the house is even selling for. At first I was totally against it because it may take a big chunk or ALL of our savings to get started. But then he put it into perspective for me and it would probably take just as much to rent somewhere and most likely the payments will be even higher. So he's meeting with mortgage people and then next week we're going house hunting. We have one in mind that we like so its first on the list :)