Am I Ready?!

I'll be 32 weeks on Monday. Which means I'll be full term in about a month! One month! And if that month goes by as fast as the last one did, I'll be full term in a blink!

Half of me is so excited to meet my new little boy! I find myself going in to his room and looking at his new clothes hanging up, and checking out all the lovely fluff I have for him, and I just can't wait to hold him in my arms! The other half of me is like oh my gosh! Can I really do this?! Can I be a mom of two?! Can I handle a hyper, strong willed 2.5 year old AND a newborn?!

I think this is when a lot of moms to be get in that almost panic mode, where we are like "Wow this is really happening, and soon!" I remember this happening with Noah too. It's time to start counting down and getting as prepared as possible. I feel like I should be packing my hospital bag, and getting all the clothes and diapers washed, and getting the baby gear all set up and ready, etc. But at the same time I want to savor every sweet moment I can with my Noah, because I want him to know I adore him and love him so much, and that will never change!

Oh yikes! I'm just freaking myself out more! Haha! Well I guess whether I'm ready or not, this is happening, and within the next month to month and a half! I couldn't be more excited, scared, nervous, and happy all at the same time!